Almost fell down

Good evening blogwalkers. I think the night is the right time for writing. How are you blogger world? Long time my fingers didn't dance on the paper with a pencil. Also long time, I was caught myself in the full activities, who I think so can be fast forgetting about the shadow love. The shadow love who makes me so tweeting of ambigous. All of the question is answered. Isn't he chosen? And it's not me. So, What's the mean of his smile? The roses? And all of his gaze? The all is still ambigous to me.

Surely, appropriate not me! But, why all this time they have demonic to let me plays the rain in the afternoon? Why they have demonic to let me wish the stars will be see in the afternoon? Why they doesn't notify to me that stars impossible to see in the afternoon? Why they have very demonic?

Let me in delusional and wishing something impossible. I'm here always waiting for answering about choice. And then, what they does behind me? Have a good time? Maybe more than it. What's difficult to say "I choose her and we are in a relationship." The honesty always be beautiful friends, who makes the honesty seems bitter is our ourselves. Isn't you are my best friend? Why you dances demonic on my cry? Let me life long time in the lies.

My cries not reason last month had many reasons. If they asks me "How did you know?" ; no one give me notify, i can think with my logic.
20 April 2012? Anniversary? The date of today?
With a very injured I say "greeting" for them.

This song I singing special for them. Joyheard! ☺